I… might be, at this point, real close to quitting the program.
I work at a convenience store, a “gas station”. I am essential. I am also quite expendable.
I have a chainsaw arm. Not the chain, not the rest of the saw, but I am getting closer and closer to just using it indiscriminately, not on customers, who, while maybe annoying, haven’t really done anything wrong, but on the property, which is just fu**ing broken, and they expect me to do my job and I always do, I make card reader 2 read cards forcefully, by tricking it to do its job and register 2 which comes up with errors like “Must acknowledge customers with layaway plans” for EBT (foodstamps) or even alcohol or tobacco sales.
Yeah, I agreem the USA is fucked, and I just want to literally smash those in power who are responsible, but I am way too low level to do so, and thus… I will be wiped like the low level mob I am. A chainsaw arm is nothing against several 9mm bullets (because, as already proven against me personally) it will take more than one to put me down. but nine or ten? Yeah, I’m almost certainly done for. =Þ